Forgive me for not sharing my life. Forgive me for not loving people. Forgive me for not forgiving others as you have forgiven me. Forgive me for not being in relationship with You. Forgive my tongue, hands, and body. Forgive all my past and future sins. Do not hold Your judgement over me. Do not hold Your judgement over me. Give me power for the present. I'm so messed up that I can't even take a defense. Do not hold Your judgement over me. I know, trust me, I know I'm nothing without You. I really want to be different. I really do. I want you to smile on me. I want you to be proud of me. I want to reflect and live what I say I believe. Take me to that place. Take me there and beyond. Never let me just be. Push me farther.