Before I can do things that fulfill me and are in alignment with my heart, I must begin to get my heart and myself in alignment with God. That�s why I feel restless and discontent. I�m running in circles. I'm not entirely passionate about what I'm doing. I don't fill as if I'm living my life the way Jesus would have lived it. I feel like I'm selling out. I feel like I'm missing the point. I feel like I'm to corporate and to much on the fringes of making a difference instead of being at the epicenter of change. But my life is not where it needs to be. Better yet, I'm not where I need to be. I'm more concerned about all this other stuff with culture and the church and philosophy and personalities than I am with moving my life into alignment with the Spirit. Lately, that has been a very low priority in my life. And now, I will attempt to move it back up the ladder. Check out the following link to go through a Jesuit prayer exericse every morning. It really is very helpful in beginning the day. Peaceful and perspective adjusting. http://www.sacredspace.ie/